
He was super juicy and if nothing else, I was very grateful that he came into my life and roasted up so nicely. There is no way to describe meat in a way that doesn't sound horrible when you know you have vegetarian friends. I have mixed feelings. A mix of denial and hunger. I gave up alcohol and drugs, I gave up what I sometimes feel was simply a lot of fun. Sure, there is all kinds of fun and as my sister reminded me last week, we were all bad ugly drunks in this family. Not the lively chipper party girls we may envision. But still, you only get one life and the only thing worse than being a mess, is being a bore. My evolution is very slow going. I feel I need meat right now and if it's a horrible thing then I'm sure I'll pay for it soon enough as I seem to do for anything I enjoy too much. I don't usually think this but sometimes it really sucks trying to live the straight healthy life. I can relate to the plight of this little bird.
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